I’m a gay guy and I am very envious of women..

Something triggered this yesterday. I was out to eat with a girl yesterday. Eventually the topic came to her relationship…

The things she seemingly takes for granted.. her boyfriend would do anything..anything for her. He is building a house for her, he constantly wants to cuddle, he wants to provide. He is great!

…but she seems to be annoyed by all of this. She tells him to go away when she doesn’t want to cuddle, she gets undying affection and devotion. This has tripled in intensity now that she is pregnant.

Almost all of my girl friends are able to attract confident, attractive, masculine men. They get attention just for smiling or sometimes simply for existing within the area.

Then I look at the pickings I have as a gay man.. A lot of the guys are flamboyant and feminine.. not that theres anything wrong with that, but I don’t find that attractive.

The likelihood that I’d have someone who wants to cuddle me without needing to be asked, slim to none. I look on dating sites and you can just see a difference in physical appearance.. A lot of them look like Elton John or Perez Hilton..

Women have access to love and affection that I’ll never have.. It depresses me.

I know its not womens fault, but it annoys me that so many of them take it for granted. They are annoyed with things that I would LOVE to have. Its just…frustrating.

Its making me bitter inside. I dont hate women, but sometimes I get very jealous.

https://www.reddit.com/r/offmychest/comments/3jfpr3/jealous_of_women/